Excruciating Suffering: My Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe pain around one eye that lasts up to three hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like several causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a